| - Miss America -
i hate you david tirio. |
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| Further down the road
I swear your'e gonna learn
It takes TWO to be a
couple in Love.
Hidden in a broken shadow of regret,
I am here when you
have taken enough.
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ever look back at whats finished of your life and wonder what the fuck
happened? how have you met all the people you have met and still be
fairly alone in the world? its actually very very calming to do so.
thoughts like that used to scare me before. but now.... i like me. and
i like spending time with me. i like being the only one who knows how
much i have changed and grown through the years. i like that i know
myself better than most people know themselves, and i love me. i like
who i am as a person and no one will ever be able to change that view
of myself, and that is the best feeling in the world. so here is to
being alone- and it not taking two to fall in love....
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| tonight i get to sing at a show. with a band. a real one. and i'm
singing a part that they wrote for me. no really, they wrote it for me
to sing. i'm excited. oh yes. and my hair is dark again... and red....
eek.
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| i am done with girls. they only get worse with age and apparently high
school behavior is no longer limited to high schoolers. if I call you
(yes you Nikki) to tell you I am hurt by your behavior, don't discuss
it with me while at Maria and Donna's house- you know they don't like
me as it is and I'm sure you painted a construed image of our
discussion to them. and if you say you'll call me back to talk about it
later, don't convieniently not call back. Amazing how soon you forget
how hurt you were by all of those girls this summer. when you decide to
really talk to me about this, let me know you're ready.
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| Triptii is awesome... the singer has the best voice!!!!!! I heart Nikki Gonsoulin cuz she is honest as hell and keeps me in check when I go a lil crazy. Mike Maz- special thoughts to you my good friend- hope your car gets fixed soon. and... THANK YOU. |
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